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February 8th
04:01
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I don’t like that
I don’t like that
Let’s see how long I can do it
Just a kiss here
And a bruise there
I’m a cool girl
Let’s see how I can prove it
Write it all when
Cola vape pen
6 weeks is not gonna do it
No I’m not sad
No I’m not sad
Let’s just play some rock and roll music
Tell me if I’m gonna wake up
Tell me how I’m gonna dissolve this body quicker
If I’m gonna wake up
I just wanna learn to avoid this hairline trigger
Avoid this hairline trigger
Already forgotten my name
I can't recall who I am again
Safe enough to show your face
A body dipped
What a fall from grace
Tell me if I’m gonna wake up
Tell me how I’m gonna dissolve this body quicker
If I’m gonna wake up
I just wanna learn to avoid this hairline trigger
Avoid this hairline trigger
I’ve forgotten the pain
So if you leave you’ll come back again
I’ve forgotten the pain
So if you leave you’ll come back again
You’ll come back again
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2. |
Suffer
03:31
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No matter how long
No matter how long we suffer
Still can’t keep it off my mind
Keeping this home
Keeping this home together
Despite your appetite to lie
No matter how long
No matter how long we suffer
Still can’t keep it off my mind
Keeping this home
Keeping this home together
Despite your appetite to lie
Still gonna love you
Still gonna fight
Still gonna try to catch a glance of your eyes
When all of the others
Caught it in time
They put out the fires, the fires, the fires, and fires
I’m fine, I’m fine, I’m fine
Still gonna love you
Still gonna love you
Still gonna love you, love you
Love you, love you, love you
And if your heart’s not in it
You can’t keep swimming
It sounds like we’re all gonna suffer
And if your heart’s not in it
You can’t keep swimming
It sounds like we’re all gonna suffer
And I hope you’re happy
I hope you’re light
I hope you’re happy
I hope you’re light
No matter how long
No matter how long we suffer
Still can’t keep it off my mind
Keeping this home
Keeping this home together
Despite your appetite to lie
No matter how long
No matter how long we suffer
Still can’t keep it off my mind
Keeping this home
Keeping this home together
Despite your appetite to lie
And if your heart’s not in it
You can’t keep swimming
It sounds like we’re all gonna suffer
And if your heart’s not in it
You can’t keep swimming
It sounds like we’re all gonna suffer
Still gonna love you
Still gonna love you
Still gonna love you, love you
Love you, love you, love you
Love you, love you
Love you, love you
Love you, love you
Love you
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3. |
Like A Lesson
03:19
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I’ve been more than myself now
I tried to talk to God
But he said sort yourself out
Growing up gets good
When you’re clawing your life back
Just focus on yourself
But I don’t really like that
You treat me like a lesson
You treat me like a test
I thank my lucky stars
You don’t treat me like the rest
And I wrapped it around my fingers
Wrapped it around my head
Wrapped it around and round
And now I’m wrapped around your legs
You said, you said, you said
You’re sorry
You’re not enough to keep me happy
It’s just a cliff
No one can stop me
We’re so predictable
You treat me like a lesson
You treat me like a test
I thank my lucky stars
You don’t treat me like the rest
And I wrapped it around my fingers
Wrapped it around my head
Wrapped it around and round
And now I’m wrapped around your legs
I don’t wanna ruin my life
But I wanna go home with you
I don’t wanna ruin my life
But I wanna go home with you
It’s the shapes that you make
And your body is safe
It’s the shapes that you make
And your body is safe
Good grief give me a reason
An hour of your time
A kiss every season
Leander in the blue
Swims up for a greeting
I really do love you
But nobody believes me
You said, you said, you said
You’re sorry
You’re not enough to keep me happy
It’s just a cliff
No one can stop me
We’re so predictable
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4. |
Blew Up The World
02:58
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I think you love me when you look at me
But I haven't seen your eyes
Or felt your heat
So I brought it up in therapy
All you could do is look away
And feign relief
Four in the morning
I don't deserve this
I asked for mercy
You gave me cursive
I won't be waning
I won't be waiting
To fall asleep
That's how you blew up the world
And the rising tide is no relief
You’ve been a real bad girl
I’m out here rotting as you stare at your feet
Caught it all
I can’t call my mam at all
I told her there’s nothing wrong
I just need to fall asleep
Oh the the tiles beneath me cool me down
Your silence burns us to the ground
That's how you blew up the world
And I’ve learned for sure your name is Grief
You’ve been a real bad girl
Dearly beloved stood in disbelief
That's how you blew up the world
And you counted down in front of me
You looked so sure
When you said you don't regret a thing
Four in the morning
I don't deserve this
I asked for mercy
You gave me cursive
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5. |
Friend Of Mine
03:09
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Bring me right back
To the right time of summer
A nice time with someone
You’d pay to see
When you looked at me
And you tell them she’s so kind
And all mine
Not a stone would be left behind
Before we could be
So mean
Now I guess you’re a friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
But you’re not just a friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Now I guess you’re a friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
But you’re not just a friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Keep us on track
Just a 6 month of something
It feels you’ve forgotten
We made a scene
When you’d chosen me
And you tell me it’s alright
If you cry
‘Cause you say I was worth the time
Though I could be
So me
Slow down
Slow down
Why don’t you say something?
Say something
Now that you’ve slowed down
Slow down
Why can’t you say something?
Say something
Now I guess you’re a friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
But you’re not just a friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Now I guess you’re a friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
But you’re not just a friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
Friend of mine
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6. |
The Bar's Closed
04:45
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Oh I’ve been watching you
Lose your light
Caught up in someone to
Destroy your life
Keeping it ‘til
The last goodbye
Wish I was someone who
You thought of that night
So save all your money
Sell off the memories
Buy back your life
You learned your lesson
September confession
I was your wife
When the bar’s closed
The high road seems so high
When the bar’s closed
The high road seems so high
Oh you’ve been watching me
Lose my worth
Give up the ghost once more
Throw in your dirt
Go find yourself in a peak to climb
You’re not my life anymore
You’re not my life
You’re not my life anymore
You’re not my wife
When the bar’s closed
The high road seems so high
When the bar’s closed
The high road seems so high
When the bar’s closed
The high road seems so high
When the bar’s closed
The high road seems so high
You’re kind of vacant
You’re kind of mean
When you undress me
I hate how I feel
Tell me it’s nothing
I was the fool
Tell me you miss her
That’s just your truth
When the bar’s closed
The high road seems so high
When the bar’s closed
The high road seems so high
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7. |
Gone
03:06
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Read you ‘til the back page
All those stories that you told me
Now you’re dancing through the hard days
But all the fellas think you’re lovely
I’m gone
I’m someone else’s sun
I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m gone
I’m someone else’s problem
I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m
Gave away your glances
Been running empty on your chances
Now I’m walking home to face me
Ignoring everything they tell me
I’m gone
I’m someone else’s sun
I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m gone
I’m someone else’s problem
I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m
Tried to be your rock
But I’m just your fool
I could make it stop
But I’m not that cool
I was in your top 5 things to do
I’m bored of it, bored of it, bored of it
Tried to be your rock
But I’m just your fool
I could make it stop
But I’m not that cool
I was in your top 5 things to do
I’m bored of it, bored of it, bored of it, bored
I’m gone
I’m someone else’s sun
I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m gone
I’m someone else’s problem
I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m gone
I’m gone
I’m gone
I’m gone
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8. |
So Kind
03:00
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Deja delusion and wine
I was just wasting my time
And I’m not gonna be so keen
Falling down the Wowsville street
Oh I’m already shattered
Leave all my choices to chance
I know it’s not gonna last
But I’ve already seen Cathy
She asked me who I’m trying to please
And I’m not gonna fight her
Give up, give up the guise of fine
I was, I was a one man guy
Where are you going?
How are you keeping?
I was just hoping I’d be a reason
Always just so kind
Where are you going?
How are you keeping?
I was just hoping we’d be in season
Always just so kind
Run for the hills
I’m fleeing
Pillar of salt
No sweetness
I looked behind
But just in time
Run for the hills
I’m fleeing
Pillar of salt
No sweetness
I looked behind
But just in time
Where are you going?
How are you keeping?
I was just hoping I’d be a reason
Always just so kind
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9. |
Heavy Pour
03:50
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No one believed me
When I said you were good for me
They didn’t see you
When you were blossoming
No one believed me
When I said you were good for me
They didn’t see you
When you were blossoming
Scared of the feeling
Of having the will to bend
I know your reasons
I know your reasons
Oh your heavy pour
Keeps me at your door
Keeps me at your door
Oh your heavy pour
Keeps me at your door
Keeps me at your door
Bet on the belief
That I was a better man
Whisper your weakness
You’re softer than anyone
Pink in the water
Empty your empathy
The middle daughter
Let me feel everything
I want more
But I’m not man enough, man enough
Man enough, man enough
I want more
But I’m not man enough, man enough
Man enough, man enough
Oh your heavy pour
Keeps me at your door
Keeps me at your door
Oh your heavy pour
Keeps me at your door
Keeps me at your door
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10. |
One Night
03:26
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I got my hair wet
I let it wash all over me
It soaked me through the skin you see
Every hunger that I’ve tried to feed
And you're so good at that
You’re so good at that
You’re so good at that
One night’s not enough
I’ll chew through 2 and 3
I’m all 4 a 5th time
To cut your teeth on me
When I smell like
Whatever you smell like
You can fuck me clean
Someone's burning ‘til sunrise
And you’re so good at that
You’re so good at that
I catch my own breath
And I learn to hold it
Cry from the pulpit
Now you’re lying in your catacombs
A little dying when you’re home alone
Then you leave me just a bag of bones
And you’re so good at that
You’re so good at that
One night’s not enough
I’ll chew through 2 and 3
I’m all 4 a 5th time
To cut your teeth on me
When I smell like
Whatever you smell like
You can fuck me clean
Someone's burning ‘til sunrise
And you’re so good at that
You’re so good at that
You’re so good at that
You’re so good at that
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11. |
Love II
04:37
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I was always up for the yearning
In the morning I can’t breath
I was always humming and hawing
All a sudden I can't see
I was hoping you’d come back around
Thought that that was someone you’d be
I just thought that I’d feel better now
I don't
Tell me if you feel my disease
I hope you keep a bit of me
Bring it all back
Bring it all back
I’ll bring it back too
Bring it all back
Bring it all back
I’ll bring it back too
I was always up for the yearning
In the morning I can’t breath
I was always humming and hawing
All a sudden I can't see
I was hoping you’d come back around
Thought that that was someone you’d be
I just thought that I’d feel better now
I don't
Tell me if you feel my disease
Some kind of woman
Helping me land
I was enjoying
Her holding my hand
Some kind of woman
Tells me I’m nice
Stand for the encore
Of sisyphus’ sighs
I was in trouble
Things could be worse
I lost myself in the divorce
Bring it all back
Bring it all back
I’ll bring it back too
Bring it all back
Bring it all back
I’ll bring it back too
I hope you keep a bit of me
I hope you keep a bit of me
A bit of me
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12. |
Notes On Worth
04:15
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Oh I should be leaving though
I’m waking up to kisses cold
So cold, so cold
Saving up to give it out
I don't believe I gave enough
I don’t, I don’t
Suddenly you’re all I needed
Craving that one night wife
I don't wanna go home alone this weekend
I think I’m worth the time
I can feel my body beating
Hated it all my life
I don't wanna go home alone this weekend
I think I’m worth the time
I’m worth the time
Holding out to see you go
I’m not the one you really chose
I chose, I chose
Building up and tearing down
We burn right through our better selves
I chose, I chose
Suddenly you’re all I needed
Craving that one night wife
I don't wanna go home alone this weekend
I think I’m worth the time
I can feel my body beating
Hated it all my life
I don't wanna go home alone this weekend
I think I'm worth the time
I’m worth the time
Settle the weight of it
Sever the mast
I was on the verge
Of letting it last
Set it on fire
Bury the ash
Build something higher
Inevitably worse
Suddenly you’re all I needed
Craving that one night wife
I don't wanna go home alone this weekend
I think I’m worth the time
I can feel my body beating
Hated it all my life
I don't wanna go home alone this weekend
I think I'm worth the time
I’m worth the time
I’m worth the time
I think I’m worth the time
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